Hopes&Dreams.
Hoping you will get happier in your life now that I'm backing out.
To be honest, I was quite disappointed on that day.
When you said you were looking forward to friday, and that you had plans. And yet, I didn't hear my name in it.
We had drifted apart, and it was because of your work. That's the reason I hate it.
You came to prefer working than hanging out. You prefer hanging out with work peeps than us. Or specifically me.
And yet I didn't tell you this when we were saying about this. So, I'm sorry.
❤BYWEILER(:12:20 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Determination once again crushed. I really can't leave you. Not just yet, not until you get yourself a proper route. Maybe one day I'll be able to leave you unnoticed. But for now, this story ain't going to end.
❤BYWEILER(:3:56 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Maybe it was the worst possible way to end this. But yes, I wanted you to forget bout me and the only way was for you to hate me. I know I promised never to get out of your life intentionally. But, I really want you to be happy, I know you're pissed off of my sarcasm everytime I became jealous. I know you're most probably not gonna read this but I just want to get this off my chest. I couldn't stand seeing how you feel irritated whenever I get sarcastic and such. Most probably I'll never be in your life ever again but yes. I don't want you to ruin your life just because you don't like school or you find the module boring, however boring it is, it's still your studies. Unless you really don't want to excel in your studies and enjoy it in the future, you can go ahead and have fun for now. I know I wasn't really that useful and I know I'm really very very blunt. But yes, I don't find that you're that bad. You're just prone to leaning over to that side of life but you'll just ignore every comment I make about it that tried to pull you back to this side. I really don't want to end this like this way but it will really make you happy. Trust me. I'm sorry you have to have such a bad experience, but this will be the last time. There won't ever be a weiler in your life ever again. I'll love you forever, and I'm sorry.
❤BYWEILER(:5:34 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2010
A real smile would be all I'm asking for from you, maybe you can't give it now, but promise me that you will let me see that smile in the future.
❤BYWEILER(:11:24 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Maybe the reason why I pushed you away before, was the fact that I feel you deserve better.
❤BYWEILER(:1:01 AM
Friday, May 21, 2010
Maybe it was a mistake for you to text few years back.
That's why I should let you go, regardless of the fact that I don't want to end this.
Maybe you won't even feel the pain.
Stay happy. If not for my sake, at least for your own sake.
Will be missed.
❤BYWEILER(:8:20 PM